Friday, July 24, 2009

flow.

Why do I continue to think that someone/somewhere is going to grab onto my words/look into my direction/absorb whatever it is I’m emanating and say, “OH LOOK! I have your life’s mission in my pocket. There’s no need to worry now –everything you’ve been looking for –that purpose/the sense of belonging and fulfillment –here it is, in my pocket.”?

Probably because I kept looking for that reaction outside of myself/thinking that it would come from a single source -yet in reality (or at least -my reality) I'm bombarded with that purpose from every direction. My challenge is to focus. Take the time to understand the power of community/not in human terms, rather on an infinite/universal level.

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People create meaning in life with full intention and focus and thereby achieve an ongoing state of satisfaction and sense of fulfillment.
-Erika Borsos

Monday, July 20, 2009

connect.

Keep going; keep growing; set me free.

I wrote this to a friend -someone who challenges me to appreciate what it is I have to offer and wants to understand my concept of "connection"...

It’s good to see you in a great place/ready for the path ahead –taking things as they come. I’m intrigued by the power of music and the way it’s worked for and through you. I can’t put words to that power/that transcendental feeling of complete harmony with whatever is flowing… insanely majestic. You asked me about connection and being alone… I think before I connect with others; I connect with myself and the shit I’ve been through has jolted that connection time and again.

In my mind, those I truly connect with; I can live without –which sounds counter-intuitive/strange, but somewhere inside it makes sense. I have no idea what the future holds. My escape is my search for that future. No one knows where I’ve been –I never compare my experience with that of others. I can empathize/relate in some ways –yet NEVER apples to apples. Many would say that “escaping” is bad and walls are limiting. I am not “many” and for ME –it’s an integral part of the search. I don’t need for people to understand that; just accept it and set me free. Whatever happens –you will be amazing and your energy will resonate! For now –our paths are crossing and for that –I’m thankful!

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Do not hold me to the past; rather invite me to a better future.
People who are on the earth to most support you in moving forward have subtle ways of holding you back.
Practice the energy you want to receive from others.
Have faith in people –wherever they are going carries infinite potential.
-Marianne Williamson